Stairs Video (MV)

You told me once, that one Monday morning I'd show up at your door
Right after all of it blew over
Well, it's Tuesday and I'm outside with a flower
You said to me then, that you'd never break me again
Well, here I am
My smile cracked, your door back to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs
So you f*cked up? That's all?
That's the only thing you see when you see what you saw?
Cuz I think you f*cked up, down, left, right, in hail
And in summer and all through the night
Cuz that's when I was sleeping
Dreaming of you that keeps off tweaking
But you ain't coming back
Cuz you're tied up with that
And that ain't tied up to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs
Promises you made
Kept together my days
And the second that they were broken
I hung my head low
Chasin' yo
Protection, infection, all yo deception
That ties back up to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here (Still can't believe we're not here)
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong (At a distance, ooo)
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs