Mama Yaya - Stairs Lyrics

You told me once, that one Monday morning I'd show up at your door
Right after all of it blew over
Well, it's Tuesday and I'm outside with a flower
You said to me then, that you'd never break me again
Well, here I am
My smile cracked, your door back to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs
So you f*cked up? That's all?
That's the only thing you see when you see what you saw?
Cuz I think you f*cked up, down, left, right, in hail
And in summer and all through the night
Cuz that's when I was sleeping
Dreaming of you that keeps off tweaking
But you ain't coming back
Cuz you're tied up with that
And that ain't tied up to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs
Promises you made
Kept together my days
And the second that they were broken
I hung my head low
Chasin' yo
Protection, infection, all yo deception
That ties back up to me
And I still can't believe I can't say we're here (Still can't believe we're not here)
Cuz ya, chose to be there
At a distance, I look so strong (At a distance, ooo)
But close up I can be so wrong
Especially as I'm still waiting on your stairs