I'm not wrong this time around
Weighing both my ankles down
I'd never hope to testify
Much rather drown to sell the lie
Tongue in cheek, hand in hand
Foot in mouth, head in sand
The pull below doesn't show but more than makes itself known
Abandon fate for chance's sake just feels so awfully fake
And now I can't ignore the stakes of feeling I can't shake
I've never felt you're sting before
Make it hurt so I know it's real
I've become numb to a life surreal
Hold my hands accountable
When lies are sold in sugar coat
Kiss me with your teeth
Grace me with your grief
Oh lord, have mercy for me
Hypnotized by butterflies
Sensation lost, my pride your cost
Just make me feel something
Disguise defeat, kept your doubts discreet
"I've settled down," No, you've sold out