Price of Feeling Video (MV)

I'm not wrong this time around
Weighing both my ankles down
I'd never hope to testify
Much rather drown to sell the lie

Tongue in cheek, hand in hand
Foot in mouth, head in sand

The pull below doesn't show but more than makes itself known
Abandon fate for chance's sake just feels so awfully fake
And now I can't ignore the stakes of feeling I can't shake

I've never felt you're sting before

Make it hurt so I know it's real
I've become numb to a life surreal
Hold my hands accountable
When lies are sold in sugar coat

Kiss me with your teeth
Grace me with your grief
Oh lord, have mercy for me

Hypnotized by butterflies

Sensation lost, my pride your cost
Just make me feel something
Disguise defeat, kept your doubts discreet
"I've settled down," No, you've sold out