ZxC - A BEAUTIFUL THING IS NEVER PERFECT Lyrics

I'm speaking in silence
The rooms gotten quiet
My breath in the wind is a thousand goodbyes
From another dimension, I'm off of my mind
You tell me you're still with me only a night
And I know I can't get you here for another
I'm stuck undercovers with demons and angels, they telling me shit that I don't really like
I've been in the mines
I hate being forward, just say what you like
You say you're indifferent, I know that's a lie
You know that I try
You know I can't be with you every night
You know I can't handle a fight
And still you go pick one and choose to get wordy, we never gonna be happy, like
Didn't I say I need time to myself, I meant no surprise, I meant no surprise
And it's the most perfect, beautiful
The most beautiful thing in the world
Amazing thing
No, 'cuz I don't think it gets absolutely perfect
You're angry I'm with you like twice in a week
Sad I can't change how I feel but I'm weak
Sadly I can't be around you for these
Beats that we make, it just change how I be
Ask you to come and you said you busy
I guess I'm alone in the stu for these lines
I need a reminder to keep it all clean
What did you say occupying your mind
I need a refresher since you've been on mine
I'm barely together, I'm barely on feet
Barely a man, but you're barely with me
Barely a rapper, I'm more on a tweak
Barely a shadow, I'm running on beams