When the clock hits 12 it's peak
Kisses and alcohol you might seek
Your back to whatever schedule in a week
So you better make the most don't let the emotions leak
And I been thinking a bit
My resolutions never had amounted to shit
And a year ago damn I was going through it
I did a lot of growing but I gotta admIt
It came progressively
I was the first no one ahead of me
In the tunnel but eventually
I got to the end successfully
Never the same as the majority
Imbalanced maturity
Lack of respect for authority
Always had the tainted purity
Thinking back to my New Years resolution
I had no idea time was the real solution
Growing pains all the same it's all ruthless
Thinking back to my New Years resolution
I'm just cruising
On these brain waves
I been losing
All the same games
I was tryna tell you
That I ain't the same
My fault
Guess there ain't no one to blame
What a shame
Lost my way
Cop a new whip but you in the same lane
Bare cc but you got the same range
New resolution but you never gonna change
Funny how I never got I wanted for Christmas
Santa forgot about all the things on the list
And I'm not talking bout material business
I just want some dopamine don't want to be pissed