(Happy Birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Kaden
Happy birthday to you...)
My head is spinning left and right
Past year is now left behind
In the past, cut the cake with a knife
Everyone picking up on good vibes
But they don't see what's inside
That little boys isolated mind
Wandering around these halls
Painted blue but they don't hear their calls
They're crying out, don't you hear them all?
What's held inside this house
Will never come out
What's left inside only allows
Fear to come around
He's making a wish for it all to end
But the moment that candle blows out
Darkness surrounds him
Leaving him alone, crying in his bed, dark thoughts lurk in his head but he took in what they said
I don't know if you can hear me
But you will grow up and achieve
Alot of things
But you'll realize it won't get you anything
To cure your sickness and loneliness
You've been searching for, we'll look some more so dont you mourn...
Everything will be alright...
Another year will go bye...
Just keep your head up
And hold that light...
We all have hard times in life, remember that slide?
You started from the top then you reached the bottom
You climbed back up again and again and again and again and again
Just to go back for more fun, that's awesome right?
Grandad picked us up from school at the end of the day
Always asking us how was our day we always say
It was pretty good with a masked face to seal the pain
That you've been going through only to wait
Till you're back in your room, all alone
Seeing your friends dissapear on your phone
Where'd they all go?
I thought we would all stay together as we grew up...but I see now
They weren't real, they a hoax
We all learn from mistakes that we have made
But sometimes we gotta go and rip off the bandaid
On your chest, take a breath, it's in the past
But im still reminiscing about that kid
Who grew up under a roof full of hits
Full of obstacles, full of disturbed spirits
But they never helped one bit
They only came at him with a whip
To his back and tied around his neck
Wish I can warn him
But he's already lost inside his head
He's locking himself away (Goodbye)
He fell into a dark place (Go away)
I don't know if you can hear me
But you will grow up and achieve
Alot of things (I don't believe it)
But you'll realize it won't get you anything
To cure your sickness and loneliness
You've been searching for, we'll look some more so dont you mourn...
Everything will be alright...
Another year will go bye...
Just keep your head up
And hold that light...
Now I look in the mirror
But I never love
The image looking back at me
I've made mistakes but the countdown has begun...
I'm knocking at the gates now...
Goodbye to the kid I once knew...
36 will come...
One man, one hand, one bullet, one gun...
One choice, one move, one shot...