zoerose - Miss it Lyrics

I'm throwing away your birthday gift
I'm taking them off my recent messages
So many of us split
I didn't know that growing up would be in seconds

Took my cap off and I threw it high
Hoping that wasn't the highlight of my life
We finally get to go
Shouldn't this be as fun as I imagined years ago

Oh I don't know the end do we get that privilege
Why am I as sad as I am is it okay that I miss it

Miss it

Getting older is a weird exchange
I've been told I never acted my age
I'm sure the fine lines will show the time
But it's now that I make sure I don't get mine

Felling like I never broke myself in
I'm kneeling underneath earth and the weight to begin
I'm scared of changing into people we don't recognize
Don't want to say any new goodbyes or hellos

Oh I don't know the end do we get that privilege
Why am I as sad as I am is it okay that I-

Oh why am I as sad as I am is it okay that I-

Is it okay that I-