E. Video (MV)

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you

Yet another day goes by without you
And I try not to think of the night we lost you
But the pain is the same when I write about you
And I know that you couldn't be saved but I'm too
Emotional, maybe I'm prideful that's true
But who could I blame but myself for not doing
Everything I knew that I could to stop you
Could have been there just one time to talk through
The shit that you had to keep bottled up
If I'd have been there to listen or talk 'cause f*ck, man
I miss you and this shit is not enough
I'm pissed off at the world and it's hard to just
Keep moving along in a world so lonely
Who could have known that it hurt so? only
You and I know that I'll search so long
For the reason you're leaving us, please don't go
Man f*ck...
How're you trying to leave me here?
You got all of these people that need you here
You've got parents and friends that'll grieve for years
It's not fair that you don't get to see the tears
That could have saved you if you were given one more chance
I prayed for you too but I'm just a man
And I had faith in you through it, I trust the plan
But you were taken by you and I f*cking can't
When I was lost in the bullshit world around me
I had options when you were alone and drowning
Just talk to me please 'cause I know the sounding
Of a lost soul lonely and broken down
I try to count back days and I'm losing count
But I still can't think when I talk about you
Not a word that day could have talked you down
Now the world can't hide from the box around you

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you

I should have never taken the time for granted
Should have gave you a day when I got the chance
And I've been patiently waiting for god to answer
But the day never came and I lost the handle
Yeah life goes on but I lost a friend
You had to fight too long for it all to end
I couldn't breathe when I heard that you tossed it in
I froze up when I learned that it's not pretend
I thought, "How could this happen?" I knew you better
You were fine when we last talked dope as ever
If I'd have known that I'd never get to see you
One last time, then I would have held on forever
But I can't now, never gonna see you smiling
Ear to ear for no reason trying
To be what you needed to be for the people
That needed some piece of mind
I'm feeling blind, that I couldn't see past the face
On the inside everybody battles pain
'Cause we're a little bit different but all the same
I'm gonna miss you a lot but I can't complain
'Cause you
Gave us the time that you had to give
I'm sad that you're gone but I'm glad you lived
You had a damn good life and I'm glad you did
And I'll remember you always and after, shit
I got a lot of things left that I need to say
You might have left me behind but I'm on my way
I've got a little more time but I'm being patient
'Cause the people that need me would feel the same
And I can't go back and erase what happened
Running from the pain but it ain't so bad when
All I know is I'ma see you in the next life
And you can show me where it is when I'm passing

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live
I know I don't wanna live without you
No I don't wanna live without you...