Mind Control Video (MV)

I'm going to find my flow I'm going to find my style
Man, to be honest, my heart is broken
I wish it was different, but my mind wasn't spoken
I left it all inside, I should've told the truth but all I knew was lies
And I guess it's no surprise how you love me, but also other guys
Now, I gotta deal with the pain
Down at rock bottom and these pills won't heal my brain
Now it's just me, alone in my room
Nothing to do, stuck in my thoughts
Got drink to consume I thought you were the one
But I guess you're nothing new
You're just like the rest, but you do it the best
And I'll miss the way you put my hand on your chest
And I feel on your breast
I'm gonna miss it all, but I gotta let it go
The pain I feel inside, I gotta let it flow
I can't try to fight, but I won't let it win
I'ma throw it in a bottle, cause I can't hold it in
I gotta control my mind, I gotta try one more time
I'm gonna keep trying, whether dead or alive
So no pills to the brain, and no more going insane
I hate when my mind is just pure blank
I guess it was just me, but I thought it was special
The way we would talk, it ain't have to be sexual
I thought it was love, then you started being extra
You started playing games, now my trust is f*cked
And it's still causing pain
But I know that one of these days
It's gon' be nothing but fame