Grudges I feel & f*cking deal
Can't build relationships because they kill
Shove them aside & get detached
It's better to feel alone then spawning cracks
Rather blast my head full of bullets
Recreating tulips
Spilling the roses on my grave
Showing waves
That shows my love for the passing days
Open your chest & manufacture the rest
Uprising a text from my stupid ex
She ain't worth time anymore
Bringing storms I hope I never see her again that's for sure
Disappearing the feelings I have for her
Focusing on the positive slurs
Inventing this rap music
Growing a curse feeling hurt
Mapping out this journey
While also feeling worthy
Smoking weed like I'm dirty
I feel u I feel u
The way I see it the way I feel it
Is more important then the people I deal with
To kill is a will that won't be abused
Make sure It ain't something u show off to the blues
Wavering the water is the same
As tipping the scale on a titter totter
Let go of the past so you have balance
But as for me I'm steering inbalance
Because I can handle the weight of struggles
Until there giving switches
It's harder to bear bitches
Other times I wanna feel alive craving high fives & high tides