I see that guy I apologized to
Don't even know why, I didn't need to
His head high, a girl he put his arm around
Oh, don't I see he's trying to show her off
You still are your insecure old self
You can't disguise it just behind your shell
Your familiar perfume: toxic masculinity
Not jealous at all, glad you are away from me
Oh, you don't have that power
I won't come to you, who do you think that you are?
That girl might have given you a chance
For her, I'm sorry, doesn't know what's coming
What's funny, you know is
You think you're a "good guy,"
Oh, you can't be one
If that's how you describe yourself
Rejection of mine
And you call me the devil now
Honey, I've gone through that, too
That's something you live through
That's something you live through
It should not be an excuse
For hatred to infuse
Just get over it
They may call you A, but you're still B
You haven't changed at all, no, not even a bit
I grew, I reflected, I processed
But when I see you, I feel I regress
You're friends with that asshole I liked before
He broke our friendship, guess you just ignored
You are the one, close with a narcissist
It's hard to see that you both still exist
Oh, you repeatedly lied
You told me that you saw me as a friend
I asked you multiple times
I tried to resolve, but "a slut" you had me called
What's funny, you know is
You think you're a "nice guy,"
Oh, you can't be one
If that's what you tell yourself
Affection from none
Oh, a villain you can become
Honey, I've strived with that, too
That's something you push through
It should not get to you
It's never an excuse
For hatred to infuse
Just get over it
My 15 year-old self
Should be proud of who I've become
But I revert to that version of myself
When I see faces I recognize, I can't hide
What's funny, you know is
You think you're a "naive guy,"
Oh, you can't be one
If that's how you victimize yourself
Dissecting my heart
Hole of darkness you would have found
Honey, "guilt" trapped me into
A cycle of abuse
We have to set it loose
Our past is not excused
The hatred should diffuse
Just get over it (please)