Uninvited, do I feel?
All these parties while I tear
Up inside but I only hide
People from my past around
Don't make me feel safe & sound
I still can't put all behind
Years of analysis
I'm sick of my therapist
Can't figure out what's wrong with me
Just think superficial
Should not look deep down to heal
You don't need any of those to live
Will I ever find a place that feels like home?
Will I ever accept myself when I feel torn?
My emotions have always made me prone
To be thrown aside
Me, myself and I
Will I ever just stop reading people's minds
While thinking they don't want me by their side?
Show my boundaries and know I can still be loved
Not in disguise
It's me myself and I
I cry, I cry, I cry
Hmmmmmmm, hmmm
No one asks me how I am
Consumed by my depression
I look for someone to see me
Do I crave for attention?
They misread my intention
Somebody please just help me!
I'm conquered by my fears
Can't live without my therapist
Can't figure out what's wrong with me
Should I just shove down my feelings?
Don't write them in my diary?
You don't need any of those to live
Will I ever find a place that feels like home?
Will I ever forgive myself when I feel torn?
My emotions have always made me prone
To be left alone
Since I was born
Will I ever just stop reading people's minds?
While thinking they don't want me by their side?
Show my boundaries and know I can still be loved
Not in disguise
It's me myself and I
I cry, I cry, I cry
I try, I try, I try
Hmmm, hmmm