zephyrine - vertigo Lyrics

Call the dogs off now
They have sniffed me out
I can't hide anymore
What was all of it for?
Here I sit,
Hiding in my bedroom again
The door's not locked,
But there's nobody coming in
I stare at the ceiling
And it gives me vertigo
I'm so sick of this feeling,
But it feels like the only thing I've ever known
It's just like a blanket
Keeping me safe and warm from the cold,
But I'm starting to wonder if it's less of a blanket
And more of a wall
Make it a point to say
You "never wanted this anyway"
Made me feel so small;
I couldn't say anything at all
Funny how I always know
When I'm about to be let go
Something deep in my gut
Tells me when they've had enough
I stare at the ceiling
And it gives me vertigo
I'm so sick of this feeling,
But it feels like the only thing I've ever known
It's just like a blanket
Keeping me safe and warm from the cold,
But I'm starting to wonder if it's less of a blanket
And more of a wall
Still I wait
Leaving the door cracked open
Leave a key under the mat
Even when they close it
They could always come back
If they ever so chose it
I stare at the ceiling
And it gives me vertigo
I'm so sick of this feeling,
But it feels like the only thing I've ever known
It's just like a blanket
Keeping me safe and warm from the cold,
But I'm starting to wonder if it's less of a blanket
And more of a wall
Hey, I'm starting to think it might be less of a blanket
And more of a wall