zephyrine - october 31st Lyrics

A year ago today I was driving you home
From my house upon the hill
I wonder in a year what could've gone wrong
For you to not be here now
I hear the whispers
I saw the glances
Somehow it always boils down to
The people I fall for not being romantics
I'm tired of giving out so many second chances

I'm done being a hopeful romantic
I'm done with all of the antics
I never try but I always fall right into it
They say that love is a lotta give-and-take but
I always give 'til I break
Will I ever learn not to let love blind me?
I always go into it blindly

A year ago today we had a long conversation
About what it'd be like to get married
And for the next almost year we talked all of the time
'Bout what life would be like til we're buried
I heard the church bells thought I saw the future
But somehow it always boils down to
Me not being on the same page that you were;
Turns out the church bells were just for the funeral

I'm done being a hopeful romantic
I'm done with all of the antics
I never try but I always fall right into it
They say that love is a lotta give-and-take but
I always give 'til I break
Will I ever learn not to let love blind me?
I always go into it blindly

I'd rather spend every Halloween all by myself
Than to have to have another sad memory with somebody else
Rather spend every Halloween all by myself
Than to relive that memory with somebody else

I'm done with all of the antics
I never try but I always fall right into it
They say that love is a lotta give-and-take but
I always give 'til I break
Will I ever learn not to let love blind me?
I always go into it blindly

I'd rather spend every Halloween all by myself
Than to relive that memory with somebody else

I'd rather spend every Halloween all by myself
Than to have another sad memory with somebody else