Zephan Clark - 18 Lyrics

My last song I dropped it was a meme
I still don't pop xans, and I still don't drink lean
I was 16 back then, just working on my dreams
Now I'm 18, and my life is a movie

This song 18 is about my life
I was so happy in high school, damn, no lie
But then I moved country, and I got bullied
By students and teachers, haunting me day and night
Everyone doubted me, dropped out, my life couldn't wait
They where all sleeping on me, but I see this game as a race
Now my dreams, so close I could reach them all
My life, my regimes, this is so unbelievable

18 and I'm living my dream
18 and the haters don't believe it
I did it, I worked hard, and I succeeded
18 am I living or am I dreaming?

Second verse, this is just a joke though
Flexing like a real rapper now, I got hoes, hoe
Wait damn, baby
Unfortunately your girl wants me more, but I swerved her, like who's she?
Every time I get heartbroken, I go insane
Every time I get more money, my ex I regain
Every time your girl sees me, what she wants is a taste
And to my bullies when you're dead, I'll spit on your grave
See, that's just a joke though
I'm only 18, I'm still maturing, it's a slow growth
Got so much money people think that I cheat
This might be my second song but damn, I'll murder this beat

I'm 18 I'm an adult now
Life sucks but we'll make it through alive somehow
I pray to god that I make it, I pray to god I succeed
But when you hurt me, I swear to god that I bleed
I have so many bad thoughts
Every time you talk to me I build up all my walls
And every time you hurt me, I want to cut cords
My circles small, 'cause if not I get stabbed in the back with two swords

18 and I'm living my dream
18 and the haters don't believe it
I did it, I worked hard, and I succeeded
18 am I living or am I dreaming

If I televised my life it might scar your brain
I'm not going to sit here and sugar coat everything
I'm 18 now, that's evident
Born in 2001, been lonely since