Can I have one more drink today
Maybe another one in case of tomorrow
I don't know what else to say
Shall I just start the show and play
Walked right into live like yo what up
Scared that I'll take a drop
But I will give that a stop
I am looking in your eyes
And i can see right through your lies
Hope that one day I can fire this ice
I'm just living, I'll never retire
Chucking pills
Paying bills
I can't see the hills
When I fail
Lose my self
Put it all in the shelve
I cannot cry out for help
Cause my brain makes me wanna fight it myself
It's a nuisance
But I go on
And keep it going till I blow off
Don't need rehab when I feel soft
Timeless when the song stops
And someday maybe this will all stop
Can I have one more drink today
Maybe another one in case of tomorrow
I don't know what else to say
Shall I just start the show and play
I looked through the eyes of lost people
I looked in the mirror and it crossed evil
The drug ain't being alive, its being wise
I got seven bullets each for week
I put 'em to my head whenever I can't sleep
My mind is like a Freudian slip
It occurs more frequent than a mutiny in ship
It's like a suit that won't fit
I got Armani demons follow me until the end of days
But some days I feel the pills give me chills it just comes with the rain
I try to connect the dots but they don't see this
I try to connect the dots but they don't feel this
Would I say shit I wouldn't do
I don't give a f*ck about it too
Maybe that's where I'm going wrong
I always worry about simple things and then they're gone
But this is just a life I cannot even put into a song
So I just grab into the mic and put it on
Maybe it's a thing where I know I'm broke spend it all on hope and still I choke
This ain't what I need, this is what I am When I talk to you, you won't understand
I never told people my own struggle, they don't care I just stare into the air
Can I have one more drink today
Maybe another one in case of tomorrow
I don't know what else to say
Shall I just start the show and play