When I wake up
When I close my eyes
I guess the thought of letting go's What I'm afraid of
Did a lot of self reflecting
I was hideous
I still care
You ain't even
It's been a couple years and my
Heart's still
In need of repair
I been praying everyday
That the memories would fade
But even when I try
I don't know why
We was Jay & B
Off camera we was destined
For AMC
I still kept a few things
You gave to me
We use to be close
Like A and B damn
And we don't really
Talk no more
But sometimes
I wish that I could give you a call
Meet up for a drink no alcohol
Catch up on life and let you Know that
I'm really proud of you though
Conquering this city on your own Is tough
I know ya pops smiling down From heaven above
When tears start to flow
You ask god if
And you taught me a lot
I was horrible with money
You was frugal
You was kind with your words
I was brutal
Maybe one day
I can get to know the new you For life