permanence Video (MV)

Can you still see a light in my eyes
I need you to tell me I'm alive
I can still feel all our goodbyes
Can you still see a light in my eyes
Do you relive all the chances to back out
Do you wish I ever held a shred of doubt
Around the edges sharp and dull
Around the window reflections
Around the bated breaths I took that led us here
I can't help but feel a little left behind
I can't help but feel like a waste of your time
I know there's nothing left to do I know you loved me how you could
But I hate feeling like some wrinkle in your life
Tell me I'm alive
In your life will you remember far behind
The touches under the table how you loved my eyes
Its fine
I'll be alright
I say to myself face in the mattress
You told me you felt witnessed for the first time
I would kill to be a figment of your mind
Oh to never be forgotten what a life
I'd kill to be a permanence
A picture frame you'd treasure it
I'd kill to have a purpose to my time
I can't help but feel a little left behind
I can't help but feel like a waste of your time
I know there's nothing left to do I know you loved me how you could
But I hate feeling like some wrinkle in your life
Tell me I'm alive
I'm going through the motions
Grasping at the things you left behind
It's not much but it's still mine
Deciphering your movements
You leave nothing to interpret
What does it say I hope we're crying at the
Same time
At the same time
At the same time