Zei - Helpless (feat. Dylan Longworth & Autotune Panda) Lyrics

I've been down for a while now
I'm just tryna pick myself up off the ground
I've been down for a while now
Got some brothers down to lend a hand and help me out

I've been down for a while now
I just need to get myself out
Swear I don't need anybody's help
I can do this by my f*cking self

Am I being selfish
I am a little bit helpless
I do not know how to cope with
All this anxiety tryna be
Something I'm not
Something I'm not
I am just finding me
Finding me yeah
I am just tryna be
Tryna be better
I'm just tryna get
Tryna get stronger
But I'm a regretter
Yeah I'm a regretter
Why can't I get better
Why can't I get better
I need someone to hold
I need someone to know
That I need help to grow
Someone to give me some hope

I've been down for a while now
I'm just tryna pick myself up off the ground
I've been down for a while now
Got some brothers down to lend a hand and help me out

Depression and anxiety
They've taken out the fight in me
I've been down for a while now
I wanna go and take control
And do this shit all on my own
I don't want nobody else around
I swear that I'm done, cause it isn't fun
This feeling of pain that it gives, I'm
Done takings dives inside of my mind, cause I don't wanna take a swim, my
Eyes to the sky, my feet on the ground
But I just wanna hear the sound of
My family proud, the crowds getting loud
So all these thoughts are getting drowned
I was surrounded by so many, but still felt alone
I never called for help when anyone would hit my phone
I'm selfish, you see that I'm restless
And my mind is reckless, I'm feeling so helpless
When I'm really just jealous of the ones that are tryna be better
I've been so cold, like I'm under the weather
I'm tryna remember the happiness that I once felt, now I'm alone I got no one else
Swear I don't need anybody's help
Like a dirty record, put me on the f*cking shelf

I've been down for a while now
I'm just tryna pick myself up off the ground
I've been down for a while now
Got some brothers down to lend a hand and help me out

I'm so done with this world
And im falling through a hole
Gonna take this fall im all alone
Drowning in my own depression
Feels like its a lesson
But i dont wanna be sad and lonely
Taking this fall
Taking it pretty slowly
When will i hit the ground
When will i hit the ground
But im so sober someone please help me
I feel cold most of these days
When will it end when will I change
It feels like eternity, feels like a race
Thats never ending in its place
I don't understand how I can keep it off on my own pace