ALL I EVER WANTED Video (MV)

All I ever wanted was some peace in my life
Struggle through the night, throat to the knife
All I ever wanted was some light in my life
Feeling dead I'm not alive, pull the trigger twice
Ey
And I'm feeling this everyday
Its a vibe, I'm not ok, human walking ashtray
People pleasing freeway, self inflicting decay
Choking on my airway, i just want to feel ok
All I ever wanted was some peace in my life
Struggle through the night
Throat to the knife
All I ever wanted was some light in my life
Feeling dead I'm not alive
Pull the trigger twice
Ey
And I see the way the look at me, no one sees the pain
'How you feeling'& 'how's your day', conversation all the same
Just a name, and a face, walking round this dirty place
I'm visible but got no a trace
No one really cares, how my brain
No it'll never be the same, put the gun up to my brain
No one really cares, how my brain
No it'll never be the same, cock it back and blow away
All this f*cking misery, tell me what the f*ck it means
Tryna make some sense , but all I get is trickery
Demons get the best of me, addicted to the hennessy
Tryna figure problems but its a f*cking mystery
All i ever wanted was some peace in my life
Struggle through the night
Throat to the knife
All i ever wanted was some light in my life
Feeling dead I'm not alive
Pull the trigger twice
Its so simple grab a needle, toxic through the veins
Feel so feeble, sick of people, feel my mental chains
In my fetal, worth a sequel, walk infected plains
Amuse the evil, that's the prequal, burning all remains
All I ever wanted was some peace in my life
Struggle through the night, throat to the knife
All I ever wanted was some light in my life
Feeling dead I'm not alive, pull the trigger twice
Ey
And I'm feeling this everyday
Its a vibe, I'm not ok, human walking ashtray
People pleasing freeway, self inflicting decay
Choking on my airway, i just want to feel ok