My own mind Video (MV)

I find myself lying
Wrapped in bed sheets
And I don't know why
But I feel like shit
Four walls surround me
With a lot of memories
Captured in photographs
That I hung here
It seems like a big room
At least at first sight
But in my head
I feel so trapped
People tell me
Calm down please
It's just a losing streak
You just need to sleep
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me
I hear so many voices
Fighting to be the one
But they are all demons
I can't find freedom
People look at me worried
They ask me, what's wrong?
I look at them, I smile
And I look back at the floor
It's easier to pretend
Say I'm okay
Cry in front of you?
That will never, never be true
I'm just f*ckin tired of
Everyone telling me what to do
I think they are the voices
Killing me slowly
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me
This happens every day
I don't know how to explain
The pain in my brain
Over and over again
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me
I need to fly away
I have a big lump in my throat doesn't let me breathe
I don't know really how to do that
My own mind is trying to kill me