Zaxk Burner - Numb (feat. Mally & Oldsosaboy Beats) Lyrics

Changed man, I done blossomed and came back out with the same plan
And them bitches still lovin' me like I'm Rayman
I never cared about who doubted me, I remain standing
I get so high, I can't just calculate the same landin
Put so much thought in decisions and shit I examine
It's a force I keep on feelin' my love and vanish
Some shit I wasn't ready for, I never planned this

Harder than I thought for me to understand this
You realize what you're missing when you lose it all
That's why I never get too comfortable or used to y'all
Cause people line up on the side and wait for you to fall
That's why I push their hand aside when they extend they arm

Cause I don't need it, nigga
I'd probably roll me up a blunt or get a fifth of liquor
I'm high as f*ck, right before lunch, I need a chicken dinner
I got a bitch that's full of stunts, but I'm the real winner
She need to pay, nigga, stop throwin' shade, nigga

That shits the type that's only f*ckin' with the made niggas
And if you hatin, you can bust it if you brave, nigga
My pace is slow, but I feel lucky cause my name bigger

Uh, got so many thoughts that stuck up in my mind
Give a f*ck bout what you think, I keep my thoughts inside
I treat the weed just like my shrink, I'm better when I'm high
That's why I think I'm at the brink, that's why I'm gettin' by

Uh, tryna find the one that can unlock my soul
Shit, took a couple shots and now I'm feelin' bold
Shit, I probably need to stop, but shit, you never know
And shit, I'm tryna figure out just where my night would go

Yeah, I'm posted on the block, CDs in my backpack
Rhyme scheme sharp like a lyrical attack
Hustlin' everyday, never catch me lack
In the game, spittin' flames, never lookin' back

Yeah, I started from the bottom, just a kid with a dream
Now I'm livin' proof, nothin's ever what it seems
MC in my blood, rappin' since my teens
Educatin' the masses, rippin' lames at the seams
Punchlines hit hard like a Tyson jab

Every verse crafted, never caught in the fad
Industry full of snakes, gotta stay on my grind
Real life stories in every bar I find
Lame rappers talkin' money, but they lack the soul

I'm here to teach the youth, give 'em somethin' to hold
Life ain't always pretty, but I'm paintin' it real
Females come and go, but my passion, that's the deal

Sellin' CDs on the corner, microphone in hand
Spittin' truth to the youth, makin' them understand
Life's a rough ride, but you gotta stay true
In the world full of lies, my rhymes cut through

Got so many thoughts that's stuck up in my mind
Give a f*ck about what you think, I keep my thoughts inside
I treat the weed just like my shrink, I'm better when I'm high
That's why I think I'm at the brink, that's why I'm gettin' by

Damn, tryna find the one that can unlock my soul
Shit, took a couple shots and now I'm feelin' bold
Shit, probably need to stop, but shit, you never know
Shit, I'm tryna figure out just where my night would go