Zarina Swan - Cynical Lyrics

Don't you think I'm the pretty little sin that just crawls up underneath your skin
Breathe me in, got a thing for pulling strings, I'll destroy ya again and won't blink

Paranoia, she's coming for ya
And I'll be waiting
Paranoia, she's getting closer
You're what I'm craving

And now I'm saying things you've only heard in your nightmares
You're my experiment, controlling all of your thoughts, are you scared

Take the thrill, I know you will
You like lovers that are bad for you
Go for the kill, I'm like a pill
Swallow the heart and feel the high of you

Like a criminal and you love it
And we are cynical and we know it
Unforgivable, where you going
It is personal, got what you wanted

I used to think you'd still love me if I sink
If I'm your favourite, then why do you always miss

It's nice to know that you like me
But I gotta go, don't fight me
You're in my shadow and I don't like it
I'm on my own, that's how I write it

I'm still the same old, same old popular loner
You say I'm getting cold but I'm just getting older

It's so damn hard to talk to you
I can't get across why it is I'm feeling blue

We don't have to make sense to them
But I do hope one day you might understand
I don't wanna talk, I don't wanna leave you here as well
So maybe I'll just keep myself to myself

She thinks, let me talk you down and down and down
Turn my mind into a ghost town
No I don't want your throne or crown
Tell me when did silence get so loud

I don't wanna be like you anymore
I don't wanna be like you