Zari Alexandria - View the Defeated Lyrics

Look in the mirror
Bloodshot red eyes, dark skies all around
Why can't life be clearer?
Hatred and devious eyes surround me
My intention was to go at least a day or two with no conflict
But I screwed up 24/7
That's something I could have predicted
I'm broken
I see the pieces at this moment
I'm a burden, I'm hurting, all this is absurd
How am I so ignorant?
I'm sinking
There's no way up, only down
I'm gonna drown
Don't bother even saving me
View the defeated
The one with those bloodshot red eyes
There's no disguise to try
To hide what's on my mind
Word describing me? Melancholy
Why am I crying over everything constantly?
The path to move on is cracked
And there's no going back
I'm broken
I see the pieces at this moment
I'm a burden, I'm hurting, all this is absurd
How am I so ignorant?
I'm sinking
There's no way up, only down
I'm gonna drown
Don't bother even saving me
How can I be successful if my heart and soul keep dying?
How will I find true happiness? (When will it begin?)
Will I ever be a tiny bit conceited?
But until further notice
View the defeated
I'm broken
I see the pieces at this moment
I'm a burden, I'm hurting, all this is absurd
How am I so ignorant?
I'm sinking
There's no way up, only down
I am gonna drown
Don't bother even saving me
B-R-O-K-E-N
I never wanted this to happen
S-I-N-K-I-N-G
I just wanted some positivity
R-E-D E-Y-E-S
I'm a mess I confess
And for once I wish to not feel lesser than others
That's how I'm treated
So they'll continue to view the defeated