Zari Alexandria - The Ghost Is Disappearing Lyrics

I'm a ghost but somehow I'm getting ghosted
My thoughts a blur, my mental state now gone
In a reality show turned into flames, wish I was the hostess
But I'm the main star who simply can't move on
From the past or the now
So you turned on me somehow
Am I the trouble, causing you to leave me
In the dust? You already think I'm crazy
I've tried to fix myself a lot, but there's still no sufficiency
I guess I just suck, out of reach, I give up
So I'll continue disappearing
I'm a ghost but somehow I'm getting haunted
Whenever you're near me, I'm scared I'll say the wrong thing
Want the puddle of tears to drown me in my coffin
Before you can get to me first
A horrible killing
Wait, what would have you been killing?
'Cause I'm already disappearing
(Ahh)
Our friendship is slowly fading away
(Ahh)
You say you don't see it from your eyes
(Ahh)
So how and when are we supposed to say goodbye?
Cause I'm
A ghost. I'm disappearing
Was that what you wanted the most? I'm disappearing
Here's a toast, as I'm disappearing
To what I loved most, and how it's disappearing
Am I the trouble, causing you to leave me
In the dust? You already think I'm crazy
I've tried to fix myself a lot, but there's still no sufficiency
I guess I just suck, out of reach, I give up
So I'll continue disappearing
I'm the ghost. I'm disappearing
(Am I the trouble, causing you to leave me)
That's what you wanted the most, I'm disappearing
(In the dust? You already think I'm crazy)
Here's a toast, as I'm disappearing
(I tried to fix myself a lot but there's still no sufficiency)
To what I loved most (I guess I just suck, out of reach, I give up)
And how it is disappearing
(So I'll continue disappearing) Disappearing
(Ahh)
Our friendship is slowly fading away
(Ahh)
You say you don't see it from your eyes
(Ahh)
So how and when are we
So how and when am I
Suppose to say goodbye?