Zamzoski - Undecided Lyrics

I'll be honest
I'm scared for college
Leaving homage
And my promise
Losing friends
Choice upon us
Honestly, who would want this
Sposed to mature not be childish
Not much changed I still feel violence
Can't speak up I keep in silence
Don't want the man upstairs to find us
Moving forward with goals behind us
Maybe it's like Soccer got two sides on it
I can try my best but I ain't gonna stress over something that's nothing at all
Coming out my chest ima lay it to rest
I'm not ready to take that fall

Still I can't find where my pride went
I've been left undecided
And this stress seems to hide it
But lately I've been...
Cus I can't find where my pride went
I've been left undecided
And I can't flesh what's inside me
Maybe I just took the wrong...

On a diet tryna to get slim again
But I got fatter making all this Benjamin
Mind got lost tried to make sense from it
Now I'm in the whip letting all this Lincoln in
Got the man's making beats
An electrician and a dead president
Got so many rappers on their belt like Orion
Plenty a stars that they never gon' see shining
Spraying so spurratic
I go off automatic
Made from my friends basement while I live in my parents attic
Act like I had shit
When I ain't never had it
This process like a drug I guess I'm an addict
Yeah I'm a dick like a bitch that just blew it
And ignorance is bliss cause I keep on going to it
Made some mistakes but really I ain't never knew it
Gotta checkmark in my brain cause my mind says do it
And a door in front of me saying you can make it through it
Flushing out my problems when I'm on that true shit
The beat goes retarded so it got me goin stupid
Like I ain't been educated well then prove it
I got the juice cus my dreams are lucid
Money on my mind and I'm never gonna lose it
They want more beef with me than a Rueben
Reset what they said I better be rebooting
At my last stand I've decided what I'm doing

Still I can't find where my pride went
I've been left undecided
And this stress seems to hide it
But lately I've been honest
Cus I can't find where my pride went
I've been left undecided
And I can't flesh what's inside me
Maybe I just took the wrong key

Ima drop this and next year
Will be set clear for my future
As views near and ears appear
To hear what is right here
The door will open honestly
The key for me is my dialect
Ima come in waves like a zombie
When you hear the storm I select
You'll put it together like origami
Might utter why I said
I'ma flap my wings and create a tsunami
That's the butterfly effect