Darkness claims control
As the shadows take their hold
Nightmares with my eyes wide open
Screaming as my soul is broken
Don't know where the f*ck I am
Don't know where I'm going
So lost in the darkness and time is so damn consuming
Whipping the Elantra like I'm cruising for a bruising
Gifted over time with the rhyme but never use it
Went from helping vent to just being f*cking confusing
Went from cloud 9 to being locked in the basement
See my alter ego in the corner adjacent
Fighting off voices like Freddy Krueger and Jason
Schizophrenic panic every second I'm living
Feel like my girl is scared of sleeping with a demon
I get it
Any second I could take the handle and send it
And if I hit a kitten I wouldn't even regret it
Ha ha
Darkness claims control
As the shadows take control
Nightmares with my eyes wide open
Screaming as my soul is broken
Childhood a pharmacy
Adderall annoyed me
Risperdal to quiet all the voices from inside me
Fluoxetine to keep me happy
Trazadone to help me sleep
Buspar Lexapro and Clonidine for anxiety
Did I say a pharmacy I meant the f*cking factory
That is what it took for me to say goodbye to Zachary
But these disastrous bastards are taking back control of me
They keep attacking me actually killing me internally
Never know what's lurking in the darkness
Oh Shit
Evil living inside of the closet
Smiling
Sleep paralysis with my demons
Jesus
Save me from myself cause my soul needs cleaning
Darkness claims control
As the shadows take their hold
Nightmares with eyes wide open
Screaming as my soul is broken
Back when I got sent to the Loonie bin
After someone's life I was threatening
I remember that shit feeling like a prison then two weeks later it just vanished?
Building for sale company bankrupt
Making me wonder was it made up
Figment of my imagination
Ultimately I was saved but
Never again
Every second I was waiting
Watching the hand on the clock keep ticking
I'm so sick of all these voices bitching
So twisted I'm bout to f*cking end it
Darkness claims control
As the shadows take their hold
Nightmares with my eyes wide open
Screaming as my soul is broken