Sleepless nights I'm just thinking about how things just were
Got a traumatic past dear god how much can I even endure
Love is blind and I know it yeah emotions blur you see
You don't give a f*ck about me yeah it hurts to even breathe
In my soul they let me know this love won't last
I try to trick myself I never learn from my mistakes or past
We hit our expiration date there's a weight up off my plate
I'll always love never hate
No matter what you say to me
I just need something real buts it's fake
I try to leave loving you my mistake
I try to breathe but I choke & break
Now I see that you just take & you take
I just need something real buts it's fake
I try to leave loving you my mistake
I try to breathe but I choke & break
Now I see that you just take & you take
What is lust? F*cking good and now I'm left to think of us
What is trust? All I got is trauma bonds and pure disgust
Tell me why? Why you only say you love me when your high
I'll get by or I'll burn out see it my eyes
Pain I've made mistakes can you relate ?
Put my heart up on the stake I feel the weight
Crushing down can you hear sound?
Falling to the ground
Leave it to my feelings and my feelings always drown
I just need something real buts it's fake
I try to leave loving you my mistake
I try to breathe but I choke & break
Now I see that you just take & you take
I just need something real buts it's fake
I try to leave loving you my mistake
I try to breathe but I choke & break
Now I see that you just take & you take