Zackswack - Hold On Lyrics

I've had some emotions I can't bury away
Been livin' in the darkness I've been scared of the day
This lair I stay in got me playin' myself
Yeah it's degradin' my health
My edge's frayin' I'm afraid of what's dealt
Cause I been tryna hold on
For so long
But the feelin' so strong
So strong
I been tryna hold on
For so long
But it's feelin' so long
So long
When you're lookin' in the mirror tell me what do you see
Your reflection or the person that you're hopin' to be
And this direction you've been heading in so perfect it seems
Until it all falls down
Would you wake me up from this nightmare
Would you never leave my side and stay right there
I've been thinkin' all the time
I'm imprisoned in my mind
Got this vision I can't find
In the night air
Cause I been tryna hold on
For so long
But the feelin' so strong
So strong
I been tryna hold on
For so long
But it's feelin' so long
So long
All this darkness weighs heavily
But this music my remedy
Almost like it's amphetamine
Yeah this music my reveille
Won't forget what they said to me
But they probably did
Tried to pay off their debt to me
Turned to be counterfeit
My mental slippin' but I ain't trippin'
I'm findin' a way
My time been tickin' I been stricken
No more hidin' away
Hope every time that I lay
That I ain't dyin' in vain
Give me a sign that I'm alive and okay
Cause I've had some emotions I can't bury away
Been livin' in the darkness I've been scared of the day
This lair I stay in got me playin' myself
Yeah it's degradin' my health
My edge's frayin' I'm afraid of what's dealt
Cause I been tryna hold on
For so long
But the feelin' so strong
So strong
I been tryna hold on
For so long
But it's feelin' so long
So long