Zachh - Time Goes On Lyrics

"You never know that it's too late until it's already gone"
Ya, everyone has heard the phrase but no one can catch on
And really understand the way it's meaning what it says until it really is too late and then we lose someone
I'm guilty of this crime, it's killing me from the inside out
Officer take me to my prison where I can abide forever
I'll just roll the dice and see if there's a chance that I can escape the pain alive or maybe I'll just never try!
When Grandpa died it took a piece of me away and left a hole
I know that I'm not the only one who's been affected so
I should keep my head up and keep walking in the path I chose
They say that I'm heartless cause I make an effort not to show
Feeling cause I'm good at hiding it and I am still deciding
Whether I should keep on crying on the inside or start finding
Ways to open up and trying to find ways to stop abiding in the pain that I'm supplying cause I know I'm slowly dying!
Is it worth all the hurt I gotta go through when everything is feeling wrong
Vision blurs as I search for the answers pull myself together cause I gotta stay strong
Down to earth is my curse, and I need to accept the fact that you are really gone
But is it worth it when everything hurts worse more and more as time goes on
When you died it really hurt, please do not get me wrong
But not as much as it does now as life is moving on
Cause every time that I would see you if you were still here only gets harder for me to bear because now you're really gone
The raps that I am making aren't just being made for fun
I'm venting through them therapy are what they have become
Cause I say what I'm meaning the best when I am rapping
My feelings are overlapping and I am no longer numb!
The walls I make just ricochet, manipulating all my pain that I have chose to lock away like everything is yesterday
Emotions that I have betrayed shows weakness in my DNA
I tell myself everyone breaks and has their flaws that overlay the best impression they put on
And no I'm not the only one cause death I know will stop for none and soon I know we'll all be gone
It's a ticking time-bomb cause I know there's a line drawn
Between the things that are of God and all the things that I want!
Is it worth all the hurt I gotta go through when everything is feeling wrong
Vision blurs as I search for the answers pull myself together cause I gotta stay strong
Down to earth is my curse, and I need to accept the fact that you are really gone
But is it worth it when everything hurts worse more and more as time goes on