When am I ever gonna fucking learn Video (MV)

Hello
Hey is now a good time to talk I need to discuss something that I just thought
It involves you
I went out again on a limb
Why couldn't I just listen to
My gut and intuition
My experience should have helped me avoid this
I clear my throat to speak up on my behalf
Cause I need to know
Why did you do all of that
It's not something you can just take back
I put in so much damn work
Just to go and get burned
When am I ever gonna f*cking learn
You took it and ran without looking back
I swore that I was smarter than that
My heart was a cage of steel
Until you broke right through that seal
I clear my throat to speak up on my behalf
Cause I need to know
Why did you do all of that
It's not something you can just take back
I put in so much damn work
Just to go and get burned
When am I ever gonna f*cking learn
Time stood still in the car
What once burnt bright is now dark
People pleasing anxiety
Has got me crying hysterically
One match in the dark
Was all it took to jumpstart
That broken, misguided
Love in which I confided
It gave me a dangerously
False sense of security
It's easy to hurt me
When I was just so willing
To sell my heart and soul for you
Hook line and sinker
I wish I thought a little clearer
We burned bright I guess