I'm always growing up
But never looking back
Only time can tell if I needed to do all of that
Yeah, time is ticking and I can't help the fact that I am losing it
Loosen it, the noose on my neck is pulling tight as shit
Flashbacks to an old time
It's like I never
Even got to live my
Childhood
Yeah, yeah
I messed up so atrociously
I grew up faster than we
Are ever supposed to do
Because of media that glorified growing up
I just wanted stuff
I just wanted to be able to do whatever I wanted to do
At the drop of a hat
Is that so much to ask at like the age of two
So now you know the story
The way that things have gone
Please just heed my warning
Don't you leave it behind the way that I thought
Cause I had heard it too
It wasn't news to me
Once it's gone, it's gone
There's no repeat
Flashbacks to an old time
It's like I never
Even got to live my
Childhood
Yeah, yeah
I messed up so atrociously
I grew up faster than we
Are ever supposed to do
Because of media
That glorified growing up
I just wanted stuff
I just wanted to be able to do
Whatever I wanted to do
Then you're around the things you were told to avoid
And suddenly you ask yourself, where'd it go wrong
How'd I get here
I need some help
Take me out of this hell
Take me home
Yeah, yeah
I messed up so atrociously
I grew up faster than we
Are ever supposed to do
Because of me and you
I saw things that
I should never have to explain
If only I had used my brain
I would've made it out
Faster than I did
I went through so much shit I never should've had to experience
Love sucks
I'm sure you know
But in case you don't
It does
It kept me there for sixteen whole months