Zacc - green tea Lyrics

Sippin green tea, prayin to a crystal
Said i never would but my mind went ghost
Never cared for fame, aint a beat I sold
I dont need a chain, got a tight wound rope
I dont need a friend, thats the life I chose
Smile will never fade, thats the sin ill atone
Hood over my face, only way I cope
Im a runaway, never found that road

Sippin green tea, prayin to a crystal
Said i never would but my mind went ghost
Never cared for fame, aint a beat I sold
I dont need a chain, got a tight wound rope
I dont need a friend, thats the life I chose
Smile will never fade, thats the sin ill atone
Hood over my face, only way I cope
Im a runaway, never found that road

Whats the point to this, Ive found nothing
Searching for an answer but its clear theres something wrong
Put the blade to my wrist, but the will is gone
Cant even cry no more, i just write a song
Not enough time but the days are long
On my own time, but the prime has come
Wastin it away, could be a better son
What the f*ck do I need, give me a sign or sum

But Ill fall apart
Put my all into art for nothin
Never knew where to start
All my thoughts in the garden again, fallin again
Call me Meliodas, goin demon again
Clickin buttons in my room till its 4am
Overthink shit, just delete it again
Finally release but at what extent
Brodie knockin on the door, spammin callin again, he found me

Sippin green tea, prayin to a crystal
Said i never would but my mind went ghost
Never cared for fame, aint a beat I sold
I dont need a chain, got a tight wound rope
I dont need a friend, thats the life I chose
Smile will never fade, thats the sin ill atone
Hood over my face, only way I cope
Im a runaway, never found that road

Sippin green tea, prayin to a crystal
Said i never would but my mind went ghost
Never cared for fame, aint a beat I sold
I dont need a chain, got a tight wound rope
I dont need a friend, thats the life I chose
Smile will never fade, thats the sin ill atone
Hood over my face, only way I cope
Im a runaway, never found that road