Z van Z - Unspoken, Unreal Lyrics

It's smart because it doesn't hurt
So far I haven't gotten much worse
I've started to think that it might not work
This game that we've been playing all of our lives
You want to realize your dreams
You're screaming crying for me to believe
I'm scared to share my memories
Shattered you to pieces, so they wouldn't be seen
I'd love to say what is on my mind
But it would take forgetting you for once
I'd have my way but you're so unkind
Memories shaking me, like you, and hanging me out to dry
In parts I piece together words
So far I don't like what i've heard
I smart from having things thrown at me
That I can't put aside and leave for another day
I'd love to love you but you're worse
Worse for me than a thousand hurts
I'm hurting you you're hurting me
We're shattered to pieces and struggling to breathe
I'd love to say what is on my mind
But it would take forgetting you for once
I'd have my way but you're so unkind
Memories shaking me, like you, and hanging me out to dry
Special mention, to those moments I recall
The dreams were vivid, I can't believe them all
They leave me with a sadness, they're confused with memories
Can't help but call it madness, in a prayer said from my knees