Too much pain for me to handle
Putting my head against the barrel
Putting myself in a lot of stress
Thinking to myself life is like a gamble
Looking back on my past just to hate myself
Wish I could fix every decision that I made
Nothing is different
I'm always the same like before
How can I trust you if you hate me for the rest of your life
Fake friends always leave me for dead
You got all this power but don't know how to use it
How can you f*cking save me
How can I f*cking trust you
How can you f*cking help me