Yxng Chai - $now Lyrics

Snowball snow flakes snowman slow death
Fifteen sixteen sipping on the juice
I got booze to make me cool
But at school nobody knew that I was drinking on the low
Drowning sadness you don't know
Everything seems fine with friends but I am dying as i grow
Smoking blunts that's all we know
Empty minds and empty souls
Rolling up inside the school and I was thinking I was cool
Watch me burn and you will see
The tree is hiding what you see
The flask is keeping what you feel
You cannot breath you cannot live
Got a chance to disappear
Never I got my mind clear
Please tell mama hold your tears
My jeans dirty from some beers
Eighteen years don't want to live
The snow is here but will she hear me
Will she hear me
Will she hear me
Will she hear me
I close my eyes and want to cry but nothing is real
I'm feeling dead inside like nothing is real
Imma get high tonight, you know how I feel
Popping some pills inside, now just let me bleed
I close my eyes and want to cry but nothing is real
I'm feeling dead inside like nothing is real
Imma get high tonight, you know how I feel
Popping some pills inside, now just let me bleed