YWB Philly - Shame on Me Lyrics

Everything around me blurry
Tunnel visions great
But after Your first kiss and shit
You don't want a second date
But I love everything about You
But I f*cking hate myself
If you only understood
My life is f*cking living hell
When all I need is You and some
And then you do me wrong
You get me stuck at the keyboard
Writing an emotional f*cking song
But baby Imma take it slow with You
Cause You're all I got
But with Dark Nights and 16 under
I really need to make a lot
Calling the cops and war inside
We're hanging onto not
All I want is to be with You
Keep You away from those gunshots
But when I woke up one day
And I rolled right out of bed
My dreams were torn nightmares reality
And I felt emotionally dead
If I could tell You what was going on inside my head I swear I would
Cuz bottling it all up inside You keeps you wanting to explode
If I get this wrong and I don't let it go with the flow
My whole life my everything is relying on a note
When everything You really wanted is taken the f*ck away
And everything You took for granted is getting in the way
From 300 up to 16 down there really was no doubt
That I would fall for someone like you then spin and thrive the clout
So shame on me for calling You I should've just checked out
Got tired of the same old shit that makes me feel locked out
The same old shit in school that makes me want to just walk out
I'm tired of it school to prison pipeline really works out
If that's what you want hate everywhere especially in the clout
Like dying of thirst but it's hot and damn there's a f*cking drought
I finished this bitch better bet all this shit real
Less fake than my main bitch yeah she was a steal