P T S D Video (MV)

I've been trying
To stop crying
Pulled up
He was dying

Blood all on his shirt
His heartbeat almost dead
I put his ass to sleep
It wasn't in a bed

Suicidal thoughts
From getting played by thots
Now he's all gone
Dead before dawn

It's having so much love
But none for myself
Being too damn afraid
To go ask for some help

They talk behind your back
Won't say it to Your face
Cuz they don't want to die
Unless they drugs is laced

I've been trying
To stop crying
Pulled up
He was dying

Yeah
Spin that back real quick

Suicidal thoughts
From getting played by thots
He od'd now he's gone
Dead before dawn

I've been trying
To stop crying
Pulled up
He was dying

I'm so sorry
I wanted to help You
I swear
My fault