YWB Philly - Lost Thoughts Lyrics

Yuh I got these lost thoughts in my head
They make me afraid to go to bed
It's really hard to explain

If I did I think I'd blow
And I don't just mean explode
Yeah I'm tryin to stay pure
But You just might get murdered

I only got so much time
So being useless thassa crime
I had all of these hoes
I picked my favorite she my go

I lost some day one friends
She said no more friends with benz
Ight fine we'll go full send
Just hope I don't regret it in the end

Yeah we going all in baby
And if I say I love You I mean that shit too

In my bag yeah they can't stop me
I'll take Your ankles and You'll drop sleep
I do rapping full time yeah
Balling's just a hobby

I need a new line fadeaway
Not even in it for the fame
Yeah not in it for the clout
Just in to play the game

Are You alive or You just sleeping
It looks like You took a beating
6 Bullets in his back
And my day one still be eating

Still got them lost thoughts in my head
Thoughts about getting more street cred
Snake charmer might come over
Cuz I really need some

I remember talking to Rachel
She said life's worthless and it's painful
I hate being f*cking labeled
My mind makes me feel disabled

Then I turned around saw Lindsay
She said I may look kind of skinny
But I'm stressed out this world
And wanna have ten shots of whiskey

This the last thing You'll hear me say
I love You it's gonna be okay
You mean so much You're my world
I can't live without You in pain

Yeah lost thoughts
They hit me every goddamn day
Yeah
I'm just here to keep You alive

I got these lost thoughts in my head
I think enough's been said
Bath of red my bros bloodshed
Just for me to get this bread