Lately haven't felt the same
Can't deal with all of this pain
Walking alone in the rain
Won't you take this pain away
Lately haven't felt the same
Can't deal with all of this pain
Walking alone in the rain
Won't you take this pain away
Swimming in the darkness
I can't hold my breath
Going up but I drown
Going deep down in depth
I been looking all around
Voices crowded in my head
I try my best to let em out
But I be scared of what comes next
You can see but you cannot feel
You just pity on what I deal
But I need you to be there by my side
Witnessing my pain with every lie
Cuz I can't risk you seeing me cry
So every night I can't sleep cuz I'm high
I need you to stay
I need somebody to be there when night's melancholy
But you gave up
Down the hole I'm falling
Serve me up
Blue dream just called me
I don't give a f*ck cuz I'm back to pill popping
Soon Imma be rich yes sir prada zombie
Loui Fendi I'll be rocking
Sprung about you well ain't that shocking
Sorry but I think it's the drugs that's talking
Coming in my life without even knocking
Lately haven't felt the same
Can't deal with all of this pain
Walking alone in the rain
Won't you take this pain away
Lately haven't felt the same
Can't deal with all of this pain
Walking alone in the rain
Won't you take this pain away
Da dara da uh
Hate is what I see
I'm just tryna be me (Be me)
Losing myself just to provide for your f*cking needs (F*cking needs)
Now I feel depressed (Feel depressed)
Got a bitch I feel like (Yeah yeah) I got nothing f*cking left (Nothing left)
All these days that I feel all this depression (This depression)
Goddamn (Goddamn)
It's filling me obsession damn (Damn damn)
So I pop pills
Yeah f*ck it it gives me thrills (Suicide yeah)
Tryna fall in love
Yeah
Tryna fall in love
Bitch yeah
Yeah I lost hope
Da nun da nun dun dun dun
Da nun
Tryna OD