Farewell Video (MV)

I've forgotten what it's like
To be the one who's walking on my own
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
For that moment that you're hating too
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
But your patience gon' come back for you
I wanna get away my dear
Some place very far away my dear
I'm happy but afraid my dear
Scared when you're asking me to stay my dear
Honestly I don't know my dear
At the moment I just love you but I don't my dear
When I'm with you I'm afraid to get too close my dear
But without you I'm not sure that I can cope my dear
Don't panic, I'm prepared my dear
Even though I'm scared I'll be there my dear
And I'll say right here I'm scared to face my fears
I ain't gonna run away
I'mma stay the night here
And I'm anxious all the time that I'll waste my last year
But I'm anxious from your mind ever since the past year
Quiet before the storm hurricane Maria
False promises that our hearts might hear
I've forgotten what it's like
To be the one who's walking on their own
Yeah
If there is a pursuit of happiness then happiness is what
Maybe it's love
Maybe it's just another drug
Persistence in this race what if there ain't no finish line
And in hopes that I will never make my happiness corrupt
Keep all my worries dormant knowing soon I will erupt
Fillin' up my cup 'cause I never say enough
Really suffocate under the people I need to live up to
But you know what I got my chin up too
Sweep off all the dust and get up
Always someone that you chase but something you never find
Happiness is something only present in your mind
My dear I know we had it, we had it I never lie
But maybe being happy comes out of a sacrifice
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
For that moment that you're hating too
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
But your patience gon' come back for you
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
For that moment that you're hating too
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
But your patience gon' come back for you
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
For that moment that you're hating too
I know you're crying
But you'll find yourself just smiling too
I know you're waiting
But your patience gon' come back for you