Yung$!X - Maintain Lyrics

I'm just tryna maintain
Yeah
I'm just tryna maintain
Yeah, yeah
Tryna maintain this high
Smoking weed just to get me by
I don't drink all the time but
I could really use a miller lite
Maybe a shot or two
Maybe some good pussy too
Only thing that keeps me stable
Only thing keeping my mind off of you
I'm not religious but I prayed for you
Cuz you're dropping someone who'd drop the world for you
I'm your heaven, but girl you're my hell
You burn my heart and make me feel like I'm impaled
You gonna come back to me, don't lie
I see a future with you, a whole life
But I can't be stressing bout no f*ckin hoe
Gotta maintain myself, keep my mind in control
I don't f*ck with a hoe
If I do, I keep it on the low
I like to f*ck em real slow
Make em feel it in their soul
They love my accent, they love my passion
They love my romance and they love my swag
And they want me to love em but I'm not capable of it
I can't even love myself, got a lot of issues I'm tryna juggle
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
This state of reality
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
A positive mentality
Mind telling me to give up
Mom saying I should live it up
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
Tryna learn self-love
Yeah
You say I make you blush, yeah
You tell me not to rush, yeah
When I give it to you, I give it real rough
Cuz I know how you like it, I know what you want
But baby I never wanted to get involved
I'm just tryna be single, tryna get you off
I never meant to fall, told you from the start
I never even meant to give you my heart
All those feelings I had never went away
Memories of you run inside of my brain
No amount of weed can take away the pain
I can't even sleep without you next to me
I still smell your perfume on my sheets
I still think about the way that you sleep
But I can't be stressing bout no f*cking hoe
Gotta maintain myself, keep my mind in control
I don't f*ck with a hoe
If I do, I keep it on the low
I like to f*ck em real slow
Make em feel it in their soul
They love my accent, they love my passion
They love my romance and they love my swag
And they want me to love em but I'm not capable of it
I can't even love myself, got a lot of issues I'm tryna juggle
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
This state of reality
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
A positive mentality
Mind telling me to give up
Mom saying I should live it up
I'm just tryna maintain, maintain
Tryna learn self-love
I'm just tryna maintain
Yeah
I'm just tryna maintain
Yeah, yeah