I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you
I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you
I don't wanna hate you
But I don't wanna love you
And I don't wanna fake you
I guess this is a breakthrough
I hate that I played you
I hate that I'll never understand
Hate that I'll never be your man again
And I wonder if I can fix all my mistakes
And I stay up at night thinking what would it take
Should I text? Should I call? Are you even awake?
And I'm sorry I f*cked up I hope you're okay
I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you
I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you
You know that I'm f*cked up
And I'm always on drugs
Cause I don't wanna
Feel a thing
All I can remember
Is beautiful weather
Back in September
When we were together
And, I don't wanna go back in time
And I don't wanna relive this life
Every time that I think about you
Is every time I want to die (yeah)
Even though I hate you I could never replace you
I'll admit it I miss you but I'll never say it to you
I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you
I know that I'm f*cked up
And I know I messed up
Up all night
Wonder how I'm gonna fix us
'Cause I still got that picture
Hanging in my bedroom
And I just wanna text you
But I don't wanna break you