How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
Man this shit got me stressed
I'm only 15 but I fell 51
People say I'm blessed
But on the real I wanna die every day
It doesn't matter how much I get paid
Money can't solve everything
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
I can't pretend to be numb anymore
I feel so much pain
I feel like I'm going insane
Nobody can help
So I just say welp
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
Lately I been having these nightmares
Where nobody is there
And nobody cares
And this is the nightmare
I cannot wake up from
I feel like scum
And I'm not f*cking numb
I feel like a f*ckin bum
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
How bout I see you in my nightmares
How bout I see you in my dreams
Was never supposed that way
I didn't choose to leave or stay
But I guess I see the darkness
To live and see the day
I wish I could see the heavens above
But I only see the hell below
Looks like I can only see my future
So I guess this is goodbye