Pain Video (MV)

They ask me if I'm okay
Ain't shit okay
I been hurtin' my whole life
I lost my best friend
My mud brother
And my blood brother
All in one

How can I heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
This why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life is hell I tend to go through the most
I been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where to go
What you know bout pain
Tired of going through all this pain
What you know bout pain (what you know, what you know)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about pain)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about this pain)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)

Started back when I was younger, beaten on child abuse
I fell victim to the streets in and out the rent was due
In and out of sticky situations
Back and forth in altercations
And I lost my life to these streets
I lost three brothers
What the hell imma tell they mamas
I tend to fault myself sometimes like how the f*ck I get caught slippin'
And why I wasn't on my pivot
Like am I the reason why they missing
Lookin around and there's blood everywhere
It's tears fallin but it's blood every tear
Lookin around and there's blood everywhere
It's tears fallin but it's blood every tear

I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
This why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life is hell I tend to go through the most
I been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where to go
What you know bout pain
Tired of going through all this pain
What you know bout pain (what you know, what you know)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about pain)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about this pain)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)

See I was lost tryna find me, like how the f*ck I lose myself
I'm surrounded by the fakes see they only love they selves
In this world you play for keeps, every man for themselves
How the f*ck you gon' be loyal to me when you ain't loyal to yourself
Whole lot up on my mind can I vent sometime
Seems like I always lose but can I win sometime
I been trynna keep my distance, everybody say I'm actin' different
I don't give a f*ck bitch, can you feel the pain I'm feeling?
Going through the storm can you feel the rain it's hittin'
Whole life a living hell imagine the life I'm livin'
So much shit up on the line that I sacrifice
I'm tired of cryin' why do we all gotta die

I cannot heal all this pain when I'm constantly hurt
This why I hope for the best but I prepare for the worst
Feel like my whole life is hell I tend to go through the most
I been trapped up in the dark and I don't know where to go
What you know bout pain
Tired of going through all this pain
What you know bout pain (what you know, what you know)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about pain)
Tired of going through all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)
What you know bout pain (what you know about this pain)
Tired of holding all this pain (I'm tired of holding all this pain)