yungbm - undeserving Lyrics

You know that you make me happy
And I know that you'd be happy to know
That I've given up my habits
For the better of me to show
But im caught up on the low
The only way to go
Is the feelings I feel when im high
You dont really like when im slow
But dont confess it no more
Cuz im so f*cking high all the time
I got no progress, progress, how can i solve this
Only want a conversation, can i have it
Tired of these f*cking problems I swear I called it
Aint no one else to blame, except for the one who brought it
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving
And all of those moments you mentioned potential
And said that my body was used like a rental
You was frustrated you said that im mental
But im not yet baby I havent done fentanyl
And she said no more baco, so now I smoke menthol
You say its addiction, I say its so gentle
I know I'm so wrong but why you so judgemental
Why you leave me babe, when you know you essential
She told me that you need to make up your mind
She isn't just gonna keep standing on by
But baby I wish it was really that simple
Without substances I think of way too much people
She told me she wont put with anymore lies
She told me shes ready to throw it behind
But baby when time comes Im really gone need you right here, oh
Oh right here, please right here
Call me manipulative, don't care
Oh right here, oh right here
Help me feel those feelings I can't feel
Oh right here, please right here
Call me manipulative, don't care
Oh right here, oh right here
Help me feel those feelings I can't feel
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving
And two separate faces, in two different places
They wanna be together, but respect they spaces
Why everything changing
I don't feel complacent
I'm tripping on everything now
Tripping on everything, foul
Like there's some laces
Can't believe that I'm feeling it now
They loosing they spirits like wow
They in different races
But I'm caught in my bases, money entertainment
Racking up in my basement
Can't believe im saying it now
But im feeling so happy and proud
Was it throwing drugs in my mouth
Was it the singing aloud
To my imaginary crowd
Im living my in the clouds
And if you smoke pipe you allowed
If you smoke pipe you allowed
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
I'm so stupid but in love, so babe don't curse me
Babe don't hurt me
Don't desert me
In denial cuz these drugs, im undeserving