yungbm - Me on my sad shit Lyrics

Me on my sad shit hoping I would forget it
I walked back to the traphouse and i got myself a seven
Of the envy or greed? Don't know but im glad i did it
Others calling it a weapon, i think i found myself heaven on earth
Baby tell me whats worse
To be feening for some happiness, or dying from thirst
F*ck Love, I want trust that comes first
Second, love that i earned
F*cking coming at third
Forgetting shit that I've learned
Its that valuable nerve
That taught me shit that I've learned
I observe that people tend to get just what they deserve
Pussy bitches disturbed
When they see drugs that I merged
I need all my f*cking vitamins for the life I've served
F*cking Geeking, thinking bout shit that I really shouldn't be thinking bout
Rapping bout shit, that I never imagined I would ever say aloud
Crying bout shit that I was hoping I would forget by now
It's quiet and loud
I'm tweaking all out
Me on my sadshit
Gotta make it all complicated
Such bad damage
Traded elation
For lame shit
Feelings evaporated
Tell me baby is this the life you really expected?
Living intoxicated and Faded
Why even say this
Im sorry
Sorry baby
I couldn't say nothing
When nothing was better
Now nothing is left here to bring us together
I'm under the weather
I do it again
I try to forget her, I try to forget
I know it upsets her
But I'm gonna let her
Get away, Get away
Confusing the pleasure
I'm loving the error
Of trying to forget her, Im tryna forget
Im tryna forget
All of the best
Memories I ever had to myself
Now it's triple x and the drugs in my head
Everyday I only worsen my health
I cannot believe
This reality
Ounces of envy
Inside of me
Pyschosis coming by the end of the week
Paralysis demons when I try to sleep
Me on my sad shit
Me on my sad shit
Me on my sad shit
I f*cked it all up
Me on my sad shit
Me on my sad shit
Me on my sad shit
I f*cked it all up