Yung Forza - Agony Lyrics

I'm gonna make it Michael and it's for you
You never let them tell you what you couldn't do
And now imma be the same and it's all for you
If you can hear this just know that I miss you
And now I'm totally lost I don't know what I can do
I'm so sad and I'm so angry my emotions can't choose
And now I'm drowning in agony
Is this a nightmare or is it actually
All this happens so randomly
I'll pace around so anxiously

I don't care if we weren't related we were family
As soon as I heard those words I went to another galaxy
I don't know how much longer that I can keep my sanity
All I know is that I'm drowning yo
Why do good people die and bad people live
They say that life's just not fair
Yeah, I'm livin' it I think I'm aware
I thought when you were a kid you could just stop and stare
Then I woke up and then I screamed no
I was praying, I was hoping just say it ain't so
In his eyes I can always see his soul had a glow
Did you use his name for clout, well you're just one in a row

I'm gonna make it Michael and it's for you
You never let them tell you what you couldn't do
And now imma be the same and it's all for you
If you can hear this just know that I miss you
And now I'm totally lost I don't know what I can do
I'm so sad and I'm so angry my emotions can't choose
And now I'm drowning in agony
Is this a nightmare or is it actually
All this happens so randomly
I'll pace around so anxiously

Do you know what it's like to lose your best friend
He's just gone after all the time you 2 had spent
I know I ain't gonna get a response, I still text you
The reason that it hurts so bad I couldn't help you
I think it's time that we all just stop bringing smoke
I was just a normal kid runnin' now I gotta cope
I can't close my eyes now I'm so woke
With all the tears I cried, man, everything was so soaked
My soul hurts so bad it feels like poison oak
Actually, it feels like a knife being stabbed in my throat
Never what I thought that this is what god had wrote
The mystery of faith I don't know what the hell it shows

I'm gonna make it Michael and it's for you
You never let them tell you what you couldn't do
And now imma be the same and it's all for you
If you can hear this just know that I miss you
And now I'm totally lost I don't know what I can do
I'm so sad and I'm so angry my emotions can't choose
And now I'm drowning in agony
Is this a nightmare or is it actually
All this happens so randomly
I'll pace around so anxiously
And it's all for you
What you couldn't do
And it's all for you
I miss you