Standing at the precipice
I guess I made a mess of it
Blessings were a second guess
I messed up the whole severance
Now I got no messages
Lonely than it ever is
Want to know what heaven is
I'm trying for a second guess
Pleasantly expected it
I calculate my leverage
Wonder if I should exist
The feeling wasn't missed again
Doubled down on my sins
A creature born from within
I captured it's bare essences
I ran out of acceptance then
Traveled sending messages
Cursed to see the sun to dim
Pressure it is building in
I'm questioned to reveal my sin
I know I'm not okay within
The pounding like it's caving in
Feeling like I just began
I'm counting it out on my hands
Pressed up for a little bit
Checked in for a simple debt
The present is what ever is
I never need acceptance bitch
Battled my own questioning
I never had a second guess
Always had my back at best
The only one that stayed intact
Standing at the precipice
I guess I made a mess of it
Blessings were a second guess
Messed up the whole severance
Now I got no messages
Lonely than it ever is
Want to know what heaven is
I'm trying for a second guess
Pleasantly expected it
I calculate my leverage
Wonder if I should exist
The feeling wasn't missed again
Doubled down on my sins
A creature born from within
I captured it's bare essences
I ran out of acceptance then
I swear I'm not the second best
I practiced hard for the test
Blasted when the treble hits
I blew the bank and blasted it
Knew just what the balance is
It threw me for some challenges
Homies got to hassling
I knew I was the best at it
Captured what was left in bits
Carried to the check-up list
I knew it would be excellent
I strived and even starved a bit
Cooked up the new recipe
I had to go and double it
Cheffing when it bubble drip
I'm dressing it with spinach bits
Standing at the precipice
I guess I made a mess of it
Blessings were a second guess
Messed up the whole severance
Now I got no messages
Lonely than it ever is
Want to know what heaven is
I'm trying for a second guess
Pleasantly expected it
I calculate my leverage
Wonder if I should exist
The feeling wasn't missed again
Doubled down on my sins
A creature born from within
I captured it's bare essences
I ran out of acceptance then